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Transfiguration

by Rachel van Aalst

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1.
Honesty 04:02
I have tried to hold steady for you but this is the truth That I don’t know and I won’t know but I know that you do I have a reason but I don’t feel it Afraid that joy can’t enter back in There’s a point to all this but I can’t find it Gotta hope in what I can’t reign in What am I even doing here Who am I even kidding This is my only honesty Are you there for me I can see that there’s beauty in this Beauty’s yours and I am too but I wish that I could see you Now I know that it was never about me But truth is my heart is choked by weeds There’s a point to all this but I can’t find it Gotta hope in what I can’t reign in What am I even doing here Who am I even kidding Can I say that I love you Because I love you What if I can’t make up for this This is my only honesty
2.
Crying Out 02:59
If I had a sounder thinking Spirit and heart would follow quickly Hope is easy when you’re with me I’ll focus on the best that is And if that focus dwindles nearly At least I know that you still hear me And enter into cerebral space To seal our love and help me fear thee God, I’m crying out God, come hold me now
3.
Like a Child 03:37
You hold me like a child You let my thoughts run wild You hold me like a child You let my dreams run wild I just wanna stay with you
4.
Even in the deepest parts There’s life I don’t wanna push you away again I just need to know Did you see the pain I have carried Did you give up hope ‘Cause I’ve been hiding all these years Only Jesus found me here I expected you to notice me But people don’t know everything It’s so hard to filter all these lies So hard to look you in the eye Scared you’ll see my heart bound tight But that’s all I want; I wonder why I’m still breathing Heart’s still beating I kept my jaw locked and arms crossed And my lips sealed I’m not a victim I am a voice That’s how I’m healed
5.
Trapped behind a window pane Crying out is this fragile frame And you break the glass Shatter every lived-out lie The pain was real but the old must die To surrender this space for life I’m not gonna let go of this love Eyes are fixed in an empty gaze She walks like you don’t have a name But I have your voice You enter in and call her home And reunite her heart with soul With a love she’s never known We’re not gonna let go of this love

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released September 10, 2016

Production, engineering and mixing by Everett Hardin
Strings: Caroline Hardin
Drums: Ashton Caton
Baritone Guitar: Everett Hardin
Electric: Brett Queen

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