In the Ocean Deep

from by Rachel van Aalst

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Even in the deepest parts
There’s life

I don’t wanna push you away again
I just need to know
Did you see the pain I have carried
Did you give up hope

‘Cause I’ve been hiding all these years
Only Jesus found me here
I expected you to notice me
But people don’t know everything

It’s so hard to filter all these lies
So hard to look you in the eye
Scared you’ll see my heart bound tight
But that’s all I want; I wonder why

I’m still breathing
Heart’s still beating

I kept my jaw locked and arms crossed
And my lips sealed
I’m not a victim I am a voice
That’s how I’m healed


from Transfiguration, released September 10, 2016



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